nothing else to do....

So... i can't really sleep.

I'm just sat talking to Mitchel and Barry on msn, while listening to music.

I put my Uncle John song on. Love is all around - Wet wet wet. It made me thing about what we use to do. I know wish i went round to see him more, when he was around. :(

Helen has to put something in for uni. I know it might sound selfish but i really dont want her to go. Who am i going to have my girly chats with.. when im upset at night, she wont be in the next bed ready to give me a cuddle. Ill have to talk on the phone to her. When she gets up to scotland, whose to say, she wont find someone else to take my place and she might not even come back. :'( But we have to let her do what she wants, a chat down the phone everynight will be fine.. as long as she doesn't forget about me. When she goes, i'll be devastated. She not only my sister, she my best friend..

well, thats all i wanted to say...

Everything thats happened ...

So, i haven't written for a while.. not much has happened..

My Uncle John died :(.
I was telling my self that i was going to keep my self together for the funeral but as soon as the coffin came. I was gone. The priest was telling us all what Uncle John had liked to do.. fishing, the sea and going to his caravan. The priest told us to think of a good memory of him. Mine was when it was John's (my couisn) birthday and he had a bounce castle and all the party Uncle John had spent his time chasing me for a kiss.
when i was time for him to go, me and Helen was gone. We cried. I didn't want him to go just yet, i hadn't had my final goodbye. At the end of the funeral, we were all walking to say things to Aunt Janet and John. When Aunt Jane saw me, a smile grew on her face and said that Uncle John would of been happy that i was there, then she hugged me. John said that i had grown but it was because i was wearing high heels.
Me and Helen went to talk to Zoe (my other couisn), she said that my boyfriend was dead.. My Uncle John. When we were younger, he had always said he was my boyfriend.
After the funeral, i went to Davidds and cried my eyes out.. i hadn't seen my Uncle in months cause i thought he would be here forever but no he's not.. i actually do miss him and wanna see him.

I took my little couisn out, Bradley with Davidd. We took him up to Cusworth hall because he had never been in the house before. I took him to the games room first, me and him did all the puzzles whilst Davidd took a gander round. when we were finished, we couldn't find Davidd, so we walked in the different rooms to find him. When we got to him, he was telling us about what had happened in each room. Bradley actually looked like he was interested in it. I had an extra pound in my pocket, so i lent him it so he could by 2 army pencils.
He wanted to go play in the park but it was full of little kids, so Davidd told him we would take him somewhere different to play. We took him to a wood and we played hide and seek. Me and Brad was on a team and Davidd was on his own. It was really fun but then we had to take him home because i had football. We promised we would take him out again.

I have got anything else to talk about. I'll start using this more.

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OMG! Why do People always take things out on me.
It does my head in, davidds having problems at home and he takes it out on me. Mum says we are spending too much time together and that is why we are arguing, mum should know she went through with my dad. I know Davidds having a bad time at home and im glad he tells me these things but it goes to far when he takes it out on me.
Talking to martyn on facebook, telling me he was missing everyone. Aww hes so cute, before he went to the army, you would never know we was couisn, he never even spoke to us, if he ever spoke to us he would call us all names. Now hes taking an interest in our lifes and wants to look out for us.
Even Danny is being different, he was also telling us that he was missing not seeing us much anymore, i think theres something going round.
Me, Helen, Cassy and Davidd are off to benidorm in july can't wait, coming back with a tan. Will miss mi mum and dad but come on theres gunna be sun. Pissed everynight, all og us pulling boys Except davidd. (helen ;) )

The Power Of Vaseline

Well right now at the computer it's me and Helen and we're a little worse for wear due to the amount of vodka and pepsi we've knocked back but at least when we're drunk we get on better than when sober (and we get on great when sober so there's no real difference, lol) and I just thought I'd write a blog.

This morning I went to watch Davidd play football and that was good. You know, it's the most simple show of affection imaginable. I mean, Just Some Girl talks about her boyfriend leaving her a rose but knowing that the person you love is stood standing on the sidelines when you're playing a game makes you smile even more. I mean, I'm always happy to know that Helen and Davidd are stood on the sidelines (or sat in the car) watching me (or pretending to watch as the case is half the time).

We've been drinking all night and have just showed mum and dad this years latest jam - basically jumping and moshing like complete eejits - and dad says we're embarrassing drunks but we just don't care!

And we're taking mum round town which will be a hooooot!

And now Helen has just put enough vaseline on her lips to take care of a whole crowd of people - hers as aloe vera in it because she needs to think of the sensitivity because of her allergies- and she keeps licking it off (which is gross!)

Also Helen is determined that we should go for the X Factor. I bet when she sobers up she'll regret that. She can kind of sing (a black singer is trapped inside of her) but she's not amazing (I love you!) and I think she knows that. So, let's see where this X Factor thing leads to, huh?

Now I'm on the phone to Davidd and our conversation is the most entertaining thing EVER!

Sweet dreams, readers!

Engaged!

So as Davidd says I write every blue moon and the blue moon appears to have fallen on tonight and there is one big piece of news that I have to tell you...

I AM ENGAGED!!

I know some people are going to be like, omg you're too young to be getting engaged but get over it! It's going to be a long engagement and everything.

That's a photo Helen got of us so that we could show of my ring :D

It's amazing, isn't it?

Sooo Lower class

This is what is expected of me, soo ....

According to David Cross, helen is lower class, just because helen isnt going away with elizabeth next year. Dad has just bought a new ice-cream van, so she can't afford it. So, i dont know who David thinks he is but God man get a hair cut, before calling her lower class.

I'm not just sticking up for her as she's my sister, but you two don't have the right to say she is lower class, when you both are soo far up her arse, you don't even know where each one of yous start or finish.

Elizabeth, You say Cassy bums Helen, have you seen your self with helen, i dont think so.. as you are worser than they are. By the way your talking you make it sound like your jealous of them two.

David Cross, i dont even know why you are getting involved, its got nothing to do with you ! Its something to do with the group and you wasnt really in the group. All you did was flirt with each one of them, as you think your beaut enough that they will all fall for you, sorry love but no.

BTW, im getting involved because you are calling helen lower class, so you are kinda calling the rest of the family it, and it so has something to do with me, not you david.

Now, ive said it all, you can get david Cross to come and bitch on my blog.

Questionnaire thing...

what’s your name spelt backwards?
nerual

What did you do last night?
Bonfire night, Keepmoat.

The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?sims

Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
No.

Last time you swam in a pool?
.agers ago, Hate swimming.

What are you wearing?
Trackies, school top. (been at the gym)

How many cars have you owned?
None. I haven’t passed my test yet. Not even old enough!

Type of music you dislike most?
Emo. Punk. David’s CD collection (kidding)

Are you registered to vote?
No. Underage

Do you have cable?No

What kind of computer do you use?
This flatscreen one that we’ve had for a couple of years.. um… ask Helen

Ever made a prank phone call?
Yeah, loads!

You like anyone right now?
Yeah, maybe my boyfriend?!

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Nope.

Furthest place you ever travelled?
Spain.

What's your favourite comic strip?
don’t read them

Do you know all the words to the national anthem?
Nope

Shower, morning or night?
Baths (broken shower) at night

Best movie you've seen in the past month?
High School Musical Three. Cuddled up with Helen and Cassy being covered by Cassy’s Lapland blanket

Favourite pizza toppings?
Mushroom

Chips or popcorn?
Chips, mate! (mcdonalds?)

What cell phone provider do you have?
Orange and Vodafone

Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
No… Can you actually do that?

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Nah. My dream though…

Orange Juice or apple?
apple

Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
Tony, Sarah, Libby and Barry John. Talked about Libby’s party!

favourite chocolate bar?
Yorkie. It is for girls!

Who is your longest friend and how long?
Aint got one (if anyone, it would have to be Helen. Sixteen years is a long time)

Last time you ate a home-grown tomato?
Never

Have you ever won a trophy?
Yeah. Loads. Footballer here :D

Favourite arcade game?
Does a dance mat count?!

Sprite or 7-UP?
Sprite

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
Oh we do. L

Ever thrown up in public?
No… Maybe… Yes… Can’t remember

Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
Millionaire! Do I look stupid?!

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Uh, no!

SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?
Spongebob, mate

Did you have long hair as a young kid?
Depends when talking about. Really young, Helen butchered my hair so I had a short bob. Then growing up had really long hair that reached my bottom :D

What message is on your voicemail machine?
Not got one

Where would you like to go right now?
Benidorm. Love it there!

What’s the name of your pet?
Chocolate and Freckles What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?A large black and white checked bag

What do you think about most?
I don’t know. What does a person think about?