Aint wrote for a while.

So i aint wrote in a while, because i hate doing these things. But here we go...

So, I woke up early this morning to watch hollyoaks, which was sad. Tina dead in dom's arms. I watched it on my own and which everyone knows im a sucker watching people die and that.
Davidd came to get me straight after, and we went for a walk up near the boat in. That is where we tell each other everything. We are so much closer now than we were at the beginning of the weekend. We told each other what means the most and what upsets us.
We came home, did nothing cos we are mint ;) in our own little way.
My dad is giving me £100 for my birthday which was like a month ago, but im kinda glad he's giving me it now cos high school musical is out soon. I can go watch that with everyone :D
Now im waiting till davidd and helen to come back from drama because im going to be on my own t
So, I woke up early this morning to watch hollyoaks, which was sad. Tina dead in dom's arms. I watched it on my own and which everyone knows im a sucker watching people die and that.
Davidd came to get me straight after, and we went for a walk up near the boat in. That is where we tell each other everything. We are so much closer now than we were at the beginning of the weekend. We told each other what means the most and what upsets us.
We came home, did nothing cos we are mint ;) in our own little way.
My dad is giving me £100 for my birthday which was like a month ago, but im kinda glad he's giving me it now cos high school musical is out soon. I can go watch that with everyone :D
Now im waiting till davidd and helen to come back from drama because im going to be on my own till 8 30 :(
Well. Im gunaa go find something to do.

Innocent Ramblings

I’m going to kill Mark. For those who don’t know, Mark is my football coach. And he’s an arse. Literally, he doesn’t care about anything but himself! Seriously today’s game made me really really want to leave but my mum won’t let me because it’s my final year and I don’t want to go either really. Dick’s lovely and would probably get upset at the idea of me wanting to leave now when we’re so close to the end. Today I had support though in the form of Helen and Daviid. They’re a pain in the arse when they’re together and Daviid succeeded in pissing Helen off, again but we won’t go down that lane. It’s nice to know I finally have people watching me. I’ve always longed to know that someone stood on the sidelines silently screaming my name (Helen won’t scream out loud because she thinks it damages the players, some mumbo crap she believes) and knowing that they’re cheering me on to win. I’ve got used to the idea that mum and dad saw Barry as the more potential idea and that’s fair off, I mean, he’s an amazing football player. His team have gone undefeated this season and it’s all because of his brilliant goalie skills. We just don’t tell him that often how amazing he is because it would feed his ego. Again I went to Grannie’s house and decorated cakes. It’s brilliant being there. I’m still afraid to stay near Grannie because I don’t want to think about losing her, it would hurt too much but yet just to be there with her and Grandad makes me so happy. I hate not being able to have it both ways. We always have amazing fun at grannies and forget to act like the adults society expects us to be. We can run around the front garden in our socks with a football, blasting out loud music that everyone else probably hates but we never care because we’re locked in the safe world of our Grannies house. It’s so amazing. Learning about Daviid tonight has upset me to know that he’s got to go that far to feel some sort of release. It just makes me wonder. What’s wrong with the world? He always seems so happy and upbeat. This world really is a funny place.

It's been a while...

okay. so helens friend is a complete bitch. i mean who does she think she is really ? so daviid offered her a ride in his car. that does not mean he is going to drive her into the woods and have his wicked way with her. god. she doesnt half think shes it. i trust daviid. even if he did run off and leave me it would be for someone who wasnt closely connected to me. id kill him. helen would kill him. cassy would kill him. barry would kill him. a lot of people would be after his guts. worse than that helen would probably go mad at georgina for being a stirring bitch ! seriously helen would ditch anyone who upset me. its how she works ! the thing that got me the most is daviid appeared to want to keep it a secret. i had to mention it and even then he went really quiet. does this mean he thinks that i dont trust him ? its really wound me up now. admittedly i did have a good laugh about it with helen in the doctors clinic but that doesn't mean it doesnt have me wondering ! helen tells me not to get wound up because georgina is just being hormonal due to the fact shes just got out a relationship with her boyfriend. helen says she cant stand someone else being happy. which me and daviid are. this is so confusing !