whats the point in saying i can go, then day before change their minds and lie thru their front teeth saying that they never even said yes in the first place. All Davidd wanted to do was go to his Aunties funeral! to say his final goodbye.
We set off to go at 11 15, and we were going to drive till Davidd got tired. we were having a great time, we were singing nursery rhymes together. Seeing if we could remember them from we were younger. But as soon as we were on barnsley road helen phoned saying that if i went dad was kicking me out. So i decided to go anyway. But we were half way up to Scotland, dad phoned saying if we didn't turn back he was going to break Davidds neck and i would be in a lot of trouble.
We turned back because i dint want anything to happen to Daviid so i made him turn round. Helen kept phoning us to tell us what was happening at home, what mum and dad was saying to her. I didnt want helen to get all the blame for it, but she did. Like she always does.
After last night, i really don't like my dad, where does he get off thinking he can threthen an 18 year old. so i wanna move out as soon i can. i hate it here.
Well, it'll be fine soon. I've changed all plans for the future. Me and Daviid are moving up to scotland with helen. Helen is going to uni, i'm going to aye college to d childcare if they it or i'll find something else to do. Davidd is going to get a full time job. That's going to be my new future and i am going to make it happen even if it kills me.
:D
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
nothing else to do....
So... i can't really sleep.
I'm just sat talking to Mitchel and Barry on msn, while listening to music.
I put my Uncle John song on. Love is all around - Wet wet wet. It made me thing about what we use to do. I know wish i went round to see him more, when he was around. :(
Helen has to put something in for uni. I know it might sound selfish but i really dont want her to go. Who am i going to have my girly chats with.. when im upset at night, she wont be in the next bed ready to give me a cuddle. Ill have to talk on the phone to her. When she gets up to scotland, whose to say, she wont find someone else to take my place and she might not even come back. :'( But we have to let her do what she wants, a chat down the phone everynight will be fine.. as long as she doesn't forget about me. When she goes, i'll be devastated. She not only my sister, she my best friend..
well, thats all i wanted to say...
Friday, April 10, 2009
Everything thats happened ...
So, i haven't written for a while.. not much has happened..
My Uncle John died :(.
I was telling my self that i was going to keep my self together for the funeral but as soon as the coffin came. I was gone. The priest was telling us all what Uncle John had liked to do.. fishing, the sea and going to his caravan. The priest told us to think of a good memory of him. Mine was when it was John's (my couisn) birthday and he had a bounce castle and all the party Uncle John had spent his time chasing me for a kiss.
when i was time for him to go, me and Helen was gone. We cried. I didn't want him to go just yet, i hadn't had my final goodbye. At the end of the funeral, we were all walking to say things to Aunt Janet and John. When Aunt Jane saw me, a smile grew on her face and said that Uncle John would of been happy that i was there, then she hugged me. John said that i had grown but it was because i was wearing high heels.
Me and Helen went to talk to Zoe (my other couisn), she said that my boyfriend was dead.. My Uncle John. When we were younger, he had always said he was my boyfriend.
After the funeral, i went to Davidds and cried my eyes out.. i hadn't seen my Uncle in months cause i thought he would be here forever but no he's not.. i actually do miss him and wanna see him.
I took my little couisn out, Bradley with Davidd. We took him up to Cusworth hall because he had never been in the house before. I took him to the games room first, me and him did all the puzzles whilst Davidd took a gander round. when we were finished, we couldn't find Davidd, so we walked in the different rooms to find him. When we got to him, he was telling us about what had happened in each room. Bradley actually looked like he was interested in it. I had an extra pound in my pocket, so i lent him it so he could by 2 army pencils.
He wanted to go play in the park but it was full of little kids, so Davidd told him we would take him somewhere different to play. We took him to a wood and we played hide and seek. Me and Brad was on a team and Davidd was on his own. It was really fun but then we had to take him home because i had football. We promised we would take him out again.
I have got anything else to talk about. I'll start using this more.
My Uncle John died :(.
I was telling my self that i was going to keep my self together for the funeral but as soon as the coffin came. I was gone. The priest was telling us all what Uncle John had liked to do.. fishing, the sea and going to his caravan. The priest told us to think of a good memory of him. Mine was when it was John's (my couisn) birthday and he had a bounce castle and all the party Uncle John had spent his time chasing me for a kiss.
when i was time for him to go, me and Helen was gone. We cried. I didn't want him to go just yet, i hadn't had my final goodbye. At the end of the funeral, we were all walking to say things to Aunt Janet and John. When Aunt Jane saw me, a smile grew on her face and said that Uncle John would of been happy that i was there, then she hugged me. John said that i had grown but it was because i was wearing high heels.
Me and Helen went to talk to Zoe (my other couisn), she said that my boyfriend was dead.. My Uncle John. When we were younger, he had always said he was my boyfriend.
After the funeral, i went to Davidds and cried my eyes out.. i hadn't seen my Uncle in months cause i thought he would be here forever but no he's not.. i actually do miss him and wanna see him.
I took my little couisn out, Bradley with Davidd. We took him up to Cusworth hall because he had never been in the house before. I took him to the games room first, me and him did all the puzzles whilst Davidd took a gander round. when we were finished, we couldn't find Davidd, so we walked in the different rooms to find him. When we got to him, he was telling us about what had happened in each room. Bradley actually looked like he was interested in it. I had an extra pound in my pocket, so i lent him it so he could by 2 army pencils.
He wanted to go play in the park but it was full of little kids, so Davidd told him we would take him somewhere different to play. We took him to a wood and we played hide and seek. Me and Brad was on a team and Davidd was on his own. It was really fun but then we had to take him home because i had football. We promised we would take him out again.
I have got anything else to talk about. I'll start using this more.
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